After all my enthusiasms and motivation and being on the ball, my mood dipped today and now I feel that there's a stone wedge in my heart. I feel lousy, depressed and want to cry. I feel miserable and I can't breathe.
My heart is heavy. And it hurts and it keeps me down.
On another note, I wanted to blog about this yesterday... I watched America Next Top Model 13 on Thursday and these pictures strike me.
Erin- Distressed, in pain, vulnerable, torturous, rejected and lonely
A judge mentioned that she is like an alien, I find her a misfit and in distress.
Nicole- Sensual and mesmerizing. Like a fairy in the unknown. Mysterious.
The photos taken were great. Like an art work. Gorgeous.
And my pain and misery continue to leach my essence and my head pound and cries. Possibly my PMS and nothing else, but if the monster is back, please don't take it all, have a little mercy. Please, just leave it.... hear my cries....
March has been a fearful month for me and since last year, April too. I'm worried and I'm so scared that it will happen again and I just want to cry my tears of fear.
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