A JOURNAL TO CAPTURE MY INNERMOST FEELINGS AND THOUGHTS.
Saturday, November 15, 2008
Fuzzy Brained
I'm feeling fuzzy brained. Last few days are so-so. Nothing much happened, though I get clammy and anxious for no apparent reasons. My heart would start pounding loudly and I feel scared and sick.
Concentration span is pretty low, can't read very much, contend with surfing channels and reading magazines. I feel bored and hopeless.
I'm 31 and have been living a life of sadness since I was 10 or even younger. No one thought of me as mentally ill till I was older at 23 to get myself formally diagnosed. It was depression at first, then bipolar disorder II at 27.
I will write whenever I can as I get distracted easily.I can't remember how to get into my previous blog, therefore I have started a new blog of the same name.
Do refer to www.happieblues.blogspot.com for some background.
2 comments:
Sorry things are hard, hope they improve soon.
Just say your prayer. HE will calm you. HE hear your whisper.
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