Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Too soon to crash

I'm feeling so anxious that I'm actually shaking. How can i go through this again?
My heart is pounding and my chest hurts. 
I know with every ups will be a crashing down. But I can't cope with this. Would people be talking about me behind my back? How can I face their looks tomorrow. Would they gossip about me not being at work since I started only 6 weeks ago? 6 weeks but it felt so long. It's too soon but I feel the burnout and stress creeping out. Would I be ask to go?

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